Sunday, 9 September 2007

Bodh, Baatsholyo, Brityo

Heeya, Dadan aar Didun, aamaar Maa aar Baba ekhaane eshe pnouchholo tumi ashar porer din. Baba phire gelo tin shoptaho por – shei theke chaar maash Maa aamaar kachhe roilo; naaki aami Maa r kaachhe roilaam? Baba r shathe aamaar shomporko chirokaal-i gobheer – ekrokom shei shomporker shutotei bnadha amar ostityer shongyaa. Maa er shathe shomporko ta shobshomoyei chhilo proyojoner; khaaoaa, ghumono, pora dhora, jor hole mathay haat buliye deoaa, jama khnuje ber kore deoaa, kaane byatha hole raat jege boshe thaka r moton nityonoimittik shohabosthaan. Maa er theke konodin kichhu shekhar achhe bole bhabini, Maa jeno amar shathe ek i dhaape, Baba onek opore, jar dike takiye ki shundor shopno dekha jaay; Maa boro beshi maatir kachher, chaailei chhnute paari, taai boraabor i aakorshon kom. Baba holo giye hardbound cover e mora daami classic, Tolstoy othoba Bonkim, aar Maa ekta choti boite Haashi-Khushi! Baba gombheer, taatyik, mulyobaan, instant encyclopaedia, gyaner bhandar, kajpagol, amar chirokaaleen aadorsho.
Aar Maa paloker moton halka, moneo...chintateo, chahida eitukuni- othoba taar o kom, gyangommi o komer dike jaate ambition bole bostu tar theke dure thakte paare, onek boi-pora noy je kothaay mon kere nite paarbe, tobe moner shohoj byapti etotaai je taate shokkoler shob dosh gun bhalo mondo onaayaashe dube hariye jaay. Jaa thaake - jaa nishhorte peye gechhi aami aar Baba, ta holo okunttho shaarthoheen ek odbhut bhalobasha. Brityo shompurno kore jibon jeno niye eshechhe shei purono shohore, purono golir more, purono barir gondher bhetor, purono aashbaab aar muhurte.
Aaj mone hoy:
Maa r theke jaa shekhar chhilo taa amulyo, taa boi er totyo-kotha noy. Shey holo jiboner shaar-mormo. Nikhaad Bhalobasha. Maa er shathe ek dhaape thakar proshnoi otthe naa, Maa shokoler cheye onek onek opore, tobu haat barale chhnoaa jaay. Shetai magic! Maa maatir kachher bolei Maa r gaaye kemon shundor brishti-bhejaa gondho.
Jokhon nije Maa holaam, nijer Maa ke jeno pelaam notun kore.
E ek bhaari aashchorjyo-shundor upolobdhi. Bhalobasha je koto nirbhejal, nishkolush, nirmol hoy, taa chhottobela theke dekhtaam Maa er chokhe.
Ekhon taa paai nijer gobheer er kono ek jaaygaay. Nijeke onekta boro laage, byapto laage, majhe majhe shundor laage jemon aage kokhono, konodin laageni.
"Aamaari haate eto diyechho shombhaar, Jeerno kore oke kothaay nebe? Dhongsho kore daao aamaake Eeshwar... Aamaar shontoti shopne thaak."

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